Unable To Hate

The Character Is My OC "Shady" from my story 

Many people search for love and don't find it in our time, a time filled with so many alternatives to feed our natural instincts and a time when our relationships have become so much more complex and specific.. yes it can be painful to many of those who had been taught false ideals of the relationships they should have and forced to feel a certain need to forcefully seek them by the media..
However all this is nothing compared to the pain of a certain unique kind of people..
Those who whether they do or do not find love, they never are able to hate..
The teacher who shamed them, the bully who bullied them, the parents who abused them and even the friend who betrayed them.. to them they are all as confused and troubled as they are in their own individual lives, to them they are -whatever they do- just poor children who lost their way.
They just realize what others can not; that nobody is born evil and that those who hurt them must have been corrupted by some kind of suffering equal to their own horrible imperfections..
Those people are the ones who understand pain best.. thus they are the only ones who can genuinely tolerate it and the only ones who can't so easily show it, express it or even move it onto others through hatred and violence..
They are forced to tame their own demons and keep them on a leash.. forever.
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Used:

1- Fine-liners 
2- Watercolors 
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Things to listen to with this piece:

1- The Sixth Gate Music - The Funeral Honours
2- Zack Hemsey - The way